In my opinion, Grampy was the glue that held our family together. I believe we all looked up to him, like the monarchy of our family. He fought a tough battle with cancer and had lots of love and support from his family.
I had spent a few nights with him near the end, sleeping on the floor beside him in his bed in the living room. I made sure he got morphine so he would stay comfortable, shaved his face and helped him wash up. I didn't sleep much but I am sure it meant a lot to him having me by his side, so it was worth it.
I then had to go back to work, doing a night shift, May 31, 2010. I stopped in beforehand to see him. I leaned over the bed, holding his hand and with tears in my eyes told him "I love you" for the very first time. He smiled and mumbled and I knew he was returning those 3 special words. Those were our last words and our last moment together.
I got the call at 5am while at work that he had left us. Although I knew what was coming, I wasn't prepared for the hurt and emptiness in my heart it caused me. I couldn't help crying uncontrollably, even a client rang their buzzer after I woke them up asking if there was a wounded dog in the hall! Oh my! I left work and rushed to be with my family and see Gramp before he was taken away. As I mentioned before, I better be on the survivor list because I am sure he isn't ready to see me yet. May he be resting in peace, I love you Grampy.
Carl Lynds May 15, 1930 - June 1, 2010
Moral of the story: You don't realize how much you love someone until they are gone. Love the ones around you today like it's the last day you will ever see them.
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